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[honeymonster]

I am scared of something
what is it?
in the dark I am
running I am
suffocating I am
afraid
you won't love me
he has a knife
it is gone
never know what I'm saying till it's done
when I can't breathe there is no-one there
when I reach out
you pull back just in time
and I want the things you'll never share I want
true things I want
to be safe again
overtaken by this anxiety and
where are you when I need you
where are you
when it gets me?
everything is sharp
I am disappearing