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honeymonsterUgh.
Okay.. As I mentioned to Jeffrey recently, I am TENSE. I feel like I haven't relaxed in months. It may take an act of Great Hoo-Hoo to unclench my shoulders.
Also, I am lonely. Part of this is lack of someone to snuggle and kiss and lick and so on, but most of it is just not being around other people very much. You forget how to act, after a while. Without friends who are physically present--even casual work-type friends--I feel.. lost. I know how melodramatic that sounds, but it's really all that fits.
Christ, I hate this.
Somebody shoot me in the head.
Okay.. As I mentioned to Jeffrey recently, I am TENSE. I feel like I haven't relaxed in months. It may take an act of Great Hoo-Hoo to unclench my shoulders.
Also, I am lonely. Part of this is lack of someone to snuggle and kiss and lick and so on, but most of it is just not being around other people very much. You forget how to act, after a while. Without friends who are physically present--even casual work-type friends--I feel.. lost. I know how melodramatic that sounds, but it's really all that fits.
Christ, I hate this.
Somebody shoot me in the head.
