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honeymonsterNeed to do laundry, cut bookboard.
I was updating my frog fanlisting, but I had to stop. The pages were getting to me for some reason. I'm gonna blame the pills again.
Maybe I should give up this fanlisting thing. I don't seem to have any enthusiasm for it anymore.
Every time I think about where I am, what I'm doing, and my chances to get out of it, I freak out. Getting better at blocking that shit. Just not good enough.
I would like to climb out of this emotional chasm now, please. Am annoying myself.
I was updating my frog fanlisting, but I had to stop. The pages were getting to me for some reason. I'm gonna blame the pills again.
Maybe I should give up this fanlisting thing. I don't seem to have any enthusiasm for it anymore.
Every time I think about where I am, what I'm doing, and my chances to get out of it, I freak out. Getting better at blocking that shit. Just not good enough.
I would like to climb out of this emotional chasm now, please. Am annoying myself.
