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Aug. 26th, 2002 01:38 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
honeymonsterSo.. maybe someday someone will fall in love with me.. which is nice. But what if I don't fall in love with them? All of my relationships have been fucked up in some way, and I'm not believing I'll be content to be alone forever. But right now I'm so sick of all the shit involved, I make myself sick whenever I have a romantic notion.
I'm miserable, and too old to be living in my father's house. What's everybody's solution? Find a guy. Swear to god. Like that's what I need right now, to be beholden to somebody else. And besides, I don't want to be a kept woman, the very idea makes me ill. Steve suggested this to me, of all people.
I just want to be free of this shit. It would be cool if I could have nice, uncomplicated slut-sex and actually get off.
blah blah yakkity-shmakity.
[Somehow I forgot to tell you the point of this entry, which is: I'm lonely and pissed off at myself for it!]
I'm miserable, and too old to be living in my father's house. What's everybody's solution? Find a guy. Swear to god. Like that's what I need right now, to be beholden to somebody else. And besides, I don't want to be a kept woman, the very idea makes me ill. Steve suggested this to me, of all people.
I just want to be free of this shit. It would be cool if I could have nice, uncomplicated slut-sex and actually get off.
blah blah yakkity-shmakity.
[Somehow I forgot to tell you the point of this entry, which is: I'm lonely and pissed off at myself for it!]
