Today, after the library, I..
Jul. 18th, 2002 02:41 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
honeymonster..read one and a half books. The kind of reading that you can't really tear yourself away from, even to go to the bathroom. Not like when you can do other stuff all day and then settle down with it at night. Even typing this, I can't stop thinking about that damn book waiting for me. Maybe this is why I'll never find the right person.
..did way to much thinking about the state of my life. This does me no good, as it always leads to dead-end despair. I think one of the reasons I have so many obsessions and hobby-type stuff is that they keep me from thinking about how bleak my life has been for damn near six years. I've got, books, family, the computer and movies. And that, as they say, is that. So keeping occupied is good, and ordering more pills so I don't get overpowered by headaches on top of everything would be even better.
..had a moment of blind panic and managed to hurt myself in the process.
..got sweat in my eyes.
The end.
..did way to much thinking about the state of my life. This does me no good, as it always leads to dead-end despair. I think one of the reasons I have so many obsessions and hobby-type stuff is that they keep me from thinking about how bleak my life has been for damn near six years. I've got, books, family, the computer and movies. And that, as they say, is that. So keeping occupied is good, and ordering more pills so I don't get overpowered by headaches on top of everything would be even better.
..had a moment of blind panic and managed to hurt myself in the process.
..got sweat in my eyes.
The end.
