that's the way I like it baby, I don't wanna live forever . . .

I keep thinking of this show I saw on cable a while ago.. it was called "Mantastic," and it was great. I have a crush on the guy who performed it. If they're funny, smart and cute, hold me back. Sigh.

Oh yeah.. Wednesday morning, my father and I went for a walk around the block. It was kinda raining, but not quite commiting to it, and he was picking up worms off the road and putting them in a take-out container that chinese soup came in. Big long ones, too. For fishing. Anyway, we get home, and he starts pulling them out to put them in dirt, and they're covered in white mucus! Worm boogers, and before breakfast, yet! Eggs were definitely out.

I read Jerry Stahl's autobiography, Permanent Midnight. It was pretty good. I can't imagine the courage it takes to write something like that. Before that book, I read Once Around the Bloch. I love autobiographies. I have RuPaul's on the to-be-read pile right now.. all of these I got for really cheap from a bargain book catalog. Gad, but I'm addicted to books!

I blew off work to play this damn addictive card game on neopets. I'm so.. lazy. :^P

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we are singing I am screaming
always bleeding
burning and I want you
always aching never seeing
I forget to care for myself
I forget to care
I forgot
tell me.. is it me you're fleeing from
always walking
faster knowing I'm right behind
laughing kissing turning yearning
never running
still I'm bleeding
I forget to care for myself
I forget to say these things
I forget so many things
did I tell you anything
I forgot


Old one, but state of mind works..