oh help

So I made this.. discovery.. conclusion.. something today, and it is fucking with me major.

Also, I was supposed to be elsewhere already this weekend.. but my stepsister-in-law changed plans on me again.. it's getting so she doesn't even ask anymore. A lot is bugging me about this, and her right now.. I don't know how to bring it up and clear the air, and I don't know how to keep it bottled up much longer, either. I have to mail a package, go to the bank so I can pay my health insurance, get blood taken for tests, but she's like, okay, we'll just do this Monday, because my plans have changed. Oh, sure. Grrargh.

I am sick of everything. Please excuse me..