I wish [a list of impossibilities built on sleeplessness]

[honeymonster]

I wish no-one could hurt me emotionally
I wish all the bombs in the world would turn into potatoes ('cause you can plant them and grow more)
I wish I were stronger
I wish I had money
I wish I could take care of the people I love
I wish my friends were safe
I wish I understood why I'm still here
I wish I could get out of the habit of loneliness/missing him
I wish I could quit this self-pitying bullshit