I'm so tired

Today I had What I thought was going to be a psych eval but turned out to be some sort of pre-psych eval interview. The lady talking to me was very nice, so of course I started bawling on her immediately.

I just realized, as I talked to her, how isolated I've become lately. I hardly ever even post HERE, and I've stopped writing in my diary and I'm a bundle of nerves all the time.

It's scary. Everything is scary. I'm a failure, and I'm signing off before I start crying again.